need help with my crush

lovestruck sucks

i just moved in to a new country and high school, and it’s one of the best experiences i’ve ever had, then i got put into a pairing in drama class, her name is serrah? i think, idk the spelling, she’s simple, loud and energetic, i don’t know how but i realized that it’s love at first sight, and it sucks because i’m an introvert and i can’t approach her, plus i’m yr10 and she’s yr9 which double sucks…i might be delusional but i caught her staring at me which made my day

also i got an ex in my old country and i hurt her bad, i don’t know what love is back then but i know that i learnt from my mistakes.

i’m in a lovestruck way to her and it’s ruining my mind, i want my feelings to go away because i’m fearing that she might reject me and make fun of me because i’m new, and i don’t want to ruin my reputation because i’m already quite popular in the school…i don’t what to do, do y’all have tips on what to do or maybe how to forget her

i’m really sorry if any of my grammar is incorrect, english is NOT my first language, thanks reddit